Trying To Put It All Together

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I have always considered myself a rational person.. weird?, sure..strange?  perhaps.. but rational nonetheless.. However, all the things I have witnessed over the past five years have really stretched my interpretation of “rational”.. You might even say that my paradigms have become unhinged.  The fact is, something of major importance is happening on this planet, and it’s very fate hangs in the balance. I don’t know why I see the things I see – the fact that I see them is enough for me, especially considering what it is I am seeing.  The fact is, I feel compelled to go outside each night and watch the sky, and the trees, and the plants with my night vision.  How is this possible?  Who or what is doing the compelling?  I don’t know… What I DO know is that from time to time something will pop into my head – some factoid of major significance – and my own inner monologue will state it silently inside my mind.  For example:  I was washing dishes (something that I can still manage to do wothout screwing it up too badly) a few weeks ago.. I had nothing on my mind except the tupperware bowl I was having a hard time cleaning.. when out of nowhere, in my own voice, came the statement:  “they are delaying full implementation of the affordable care act until they are satisfied that everyone is fully infected with their aerosoled plagues”…   Wow… that DOES make sense… By the time people figure out that their doctors don’t have a clue what is going on with them, and only after spending thousands of dollars on pharmaceuticals that only worsen their problems, they get the news that their insurance is either cancelled or is no longer affordable.  That is, in essence, a death sentence.. DEPOPULATION folks.. plain and simple… Where did that thought come from?  Was that placed in my head via the bad guys and their technology?  If so, why tell me something that they are trying to keep hidden?

Since I am baring my soul here I might as well lay it all out there… Here is what I am thinking is going on:

Chemtrails are not being sprayed by conventional aircraft.. Oh I am sure some of the weather modification chemicals are being delivered via commercial jets, but the bad stuff is NOT.  Of the thousands of chemtrails being released over my head NONE of the craft releasing them have been on the FAA radar screen.. NOT ONE.. Even allowing for the mandatory five minute delay, not one commercial carrier has sprayed overhead in my area.  What I HAVE seen releasing the strange trials are NOT normal aircraft.. perhaps they are holograms, I don’t know.. But I have images of these craft that appear to show several strange beings arranged in such a way as to mimic the shape of an airliner.  Beyomd bizarre… But it gets better.. or worse actually… I have gone back and looked at pictures of chemtrails that appear to show interaction between beings in the chemtrails and chemclouds that zip across the sky and “dock” with the trails.  Large reptilian looking beings appear in many of the chemclouds, as well as various other strange shaped entities.  I know that our minds can create order out of chaos when it comes to the whirly shapes of clouds, but I also know that the odds of seeing the EXACT same shape in dozens upon dozens of clouds is astronomical to say the least.  Are these holograms too?  Have “they” permeated the whole planet with smart dust so they can create an alternative matrix – using a computer to control every single mote, making it look like whatever they want it to look like?  That is a big question that deserves an answer.

Las year I found a baby lizard in my house.. actually, Archie my orange tabby tomcat (who was a kitten at the time) found it.. it was dead yet not yet stiff.  Coming out the reptiles belly was an opaque colored fiber.  It came out just ahead of his hind legs and snaked it’s way up to his head.  The little lizards front legs were crossed – as though it was blocking the fibers attempts to do..well, something.  This find was the first of MANY small animals, bugs, birds, insects, and even squirrels that had been compromised by these fibers.  I have lots of squirrel images that when you zoom in on them, what you see is unbelievable:  their coats are full of reptilian looking entities.  Are THESE holograms?  Or are these fibers taking over the planet?  What if the fibers are simply a weapon of some type of hostile alien race that desires to terraform earth.. but only after depopulating it?  Perhaps they are planning on keeping a few of us around for a barbeque.. Dunno….Sometimes when i look at all that I pick out of me, I feel like i am being used as a human incubator for these bastard’s children.  God, I hope not… if so there will come a time to pull the plug, if you know what I mean…   


A Time to Stand

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Zen’s best piece yet..

May 8, 2014

by Zen Gardner

Just how much are we allowing ourselves to be subjugated and manipulated? Are we even allowing ourselves to be disallowed to draw our own conclusions and thereby take action?

As long as we’re the audience and they’re the “projectors”, we’ve lost. When we allow ourselves to be positioned in that way, we’re basically following the dictates of a usurping authority and playing by their rules. How can we ever overcome if we maintain that position?

Why is it that people cower to and cooperate with a system that is obviously inherently corrupt and working against humanity? Do we really think we can appeal to, appease or modify these powers, while they indiscriminately stomp on every living area of our lives and refuse to answer to its supposed constituents, never mind follow its own rules?

It makes no sense at all.

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Musings From A Mind Numbed By Morgellons Disease

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I can’t really begin to count the number of drafts I have saved on here.. times where I had sat down, fully intending to write something that would let the world have a peek into MY world – a world that has become a living nightmare.  Yet I never finished them – just like I never finish ANYTHING anymore.. it seems I am unable to complete a single task.  I have been this way most of my life, just not<em> this</em> bad.  It really started progressing after I found the fibers in my hands back in two thousand nine.  The realization that my body had been infested with some type of nefarious intelligent organism, a man-made nefarious intelligent organsim, really sent my mind into crisis mode – where it has essentially been ever since.  Not good.  

I am not wealthy… I am, however, not poor either.  I live in a modest home, I run my own business, or at least I used to run it, these days my wife (infested with them too but without the strange manifestations) runs the business.  Thank God for her.. she is the voice of reason in a world that loses more of it’s sanity daily.  If not for her I would be living with my only living parent;  my Mother.  You see, I am incapable of critical thinking, which is exactly what “they” want.  There is a three minute George Carlin video where he explains – as only he can – exactly what is going on.. and he is right.. Like most GC bits, it’s full of foul language, but he gets the point across, ending with “it’s a big club, and we ain’t in it…”  

see it here:  

As usual I have wandered off topic again.. so let me attempt to get back on track here.  I am seeing things in the plants.. entities of some type. I tried to build a database of them, breaking them down into types by shape, but I never completed the task.  It’s like I have OCD, then chronic fatigue syndrome.. and I just can’t get going.  It’s horrible.  I have amassed over a TB of data on these things.. But I can’t seem to organize them into presentable groups, other than the odd youtube video I post from time to time.  Speaking of YouTube, It refuses to allow me to comment on anyone else’s work.  When I click the comment box, it says “opening” but never does.  Hmmm..  Go figure… So where was I?  Oh yeah.. wandering off topic..<shrug>;.. Do you remember back a few years ago when dozens of the worlds top microbiologist’s died?  I recall reading where the odds of that many people who were experts in the exact same field of study dying within weeks of each other were too high to calculate.  I think I know why they were killed.  They were killed because they would’ve recognized the alteration of all the insects, the animals, and the plants on this planet.  Yes, the earth is being terraformed and life on this rock is either being changed, or killed.  

Last year (or was it two years ago..or three?)  I found a baby lizard in my home – compliments of my kitten (at the time) Archie, an orange tabby tomcat who hunts insects with a passion.  This little lizard had a white fiber growing out of his belly and running up to his head where he had crossed his front legs, as though he was trying to fend off this thing.  A few weeks ago I found a dead spider in my hallway, and he was covered in fibers.. I have taken pictures and videos of squirrels which show strange things in their fur, as well as fibers growing out of their bodies, sparkling as the sunlight hits them.  I have put down no less than five pets since two thousand nine, one being a labrador retriever that was full of fibers.  We took her to Auburn University’s veterinarian school, where the instructors kept her two weeks, releasing her and explaining to us that they had no idea what had infected her, only that it was neurological.  One of the cats we lost had alot of nasal drip, so I managed to get some on a slide.  There in front of me were the exact same looking round spores that I had seen time and time again from my own body fluids.  I printed off one of the pictures and took it with me to my (local) vet, where he said “oh that’s cancer.. I have seen that before” .. Was he BS’ing me?

The latest video I posted on youtube is one showing a brightly glowing pseudo cloud tear-assing across the sky (OK maybe that was a bit extreme.. wafting across the sky is more accurate) then stopping as it interacted with the treetops next door.  I have dozens of videos showing this.  What happens is this:  when we have severe weather, the pseudo clouds fly through and they seem to contain these entities – the exact same looking ones (albeit larger) than the ones I continually extract from my body!  These “clouds” zip across the sky, drifitng on what is usually a very stiff breeze.. then they go to the various trees where I have seen and taken images of the various beings that reside there.  There is some type of interaction between the cloud and the treetops – just what – I don’t know.. I have also discovered that by shooting images in INVERTED color, you can see the beings whereas in normal color you cannot.  I believe that this is basically the same as backwards masking – putting sentences into music backwards, where the mind subconsciously picks it up even though we don’t “hear” it… This comes from Aliester Crowley’s Book of The Law..  An instruction manual for all the satanists.  The dark lord wants his people to practice doing everything backwards from the normal (non demon loving folk) people.. things like walking backwards and talking backwards.  It makes sense to me that these entities – whether real or holographic – can only be seen when viewed in reverse coloration settings.  

I will try and post more – whether anyone actually reads this or not – because I need an outlet… Despite my sending emails to all the usual suspects in the conspiracy field, I have yet to have anyone take interest in what I am experiencing..  It is disappointing but not unexpected.. I know that there WILL come a time when they will desperately want to know, and if I am still around I will tell them.


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